Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

Hello guys. 50+ days on ASC so far. It has been one hell of an emotional roller coaster with this tape. I go from normal me to God-mode me, and then to normal me, and then a few days later when I'm starting to think it was all placebo, I'm back to God-mode. It's just like Shannon said. The guy's a genius. Currently in God-mode(left normal me about 4 days ago, LOL). Being in good control of all my interactions with people. Women especially. As I am in God-mode, I'm always left wondering when the next jump's gonna happen , I hope it is delayed at least a week later, cuz I'm currently loving this state!

Eventually the state should become standard. You are going through what we call the "tides of change" right now. Normalizing it. Eventually the cycle of experience --> afraid --> shut down --> relax --> experience will become just one of experience. So don't assume that you will always be experiencing this cycle, because that can be interpreted as an instruction to perpetuate it by your subconscious.

Sometimes while I'm being so powerful, it's as though only my subconcious - mind which has access to 90% of who I portray myself to be - has been programmed, so my concious mind keeps watching my demonstration of confidence with utter disbelief and even sometimes trying to stop me from doing the things that now feel natural. It's kinda scared of the change, constantly trying to fight it with doubt. haha. I think this is the thing Shannon calls resistance. yes?

Your subconscious has access to all of you, but the degree of influence varies depending on which levels are interacting with one another.

That is a type of resistance, which amounts to fear of change. As I said, "tides of change". It will eventually normalize as it realizes there is no threat and the reality is there.

It does seem a fairytale that I'll ever be permanently 'God-mode' given the regular ups and downs, although I suspect there are things - that must first be cleared up by the almighty EHPRA 2.0 - beyond this tapes's capabilities, that cause me to always go back after a while of fun. But I will keep listening for the slightest chance that I might get there!

"Seeming a fairy tale" is a way that your mind resists through skepticism. ASC 5G is an early 5G program, and as such now rates as very old and limited technology. It was created before I understood certain things that are required to make it work for permanent change for some people. E2 would very likely be a good way to clear out some of the reasons for your fears that are challenging it. ASC is a good program in and of itself, but as I said, it is early tech in the "high end" category, and may not take into account everything you need to make its goals permanent. Thus the suggestion that E2 is indeed a good idea.

PS. I use 'God-mode' to describe this state, because that's just what it f**king feels like baby!. Thanks again Shannon.

Sure thing.