06-26-2018, 05:22 AM
Hello guys. 50+ days on ASC so far. It has been one hell of an emotional roller coaster with this tape. I go from normal me to God-mode me, and then to normal me, and then a few days later when I'm starting to think it was all placebo, I'm back to God-mode. It's just like Shannon said. The guy's a genius. Currently in God-mode(left normal me about 4 days ago, LOL). Being in good control of all my interactions with people. Women especially. As I am in God-mode, I'm always left wondering when the next jump's gonna happen , I hope it is delayed at least a week later, cuz I'm currently loving this state!
Sometimes while I'm being so powerful, it's as though only my subconcious - mind which has access to 90% of who I portray myself to be - has been programmed, so my concious mind keeps watching my demonstration of confidence with utter disbelief and even sometimes trying to stop me from doing the things that now feel natural. It's kinda scared of the change, constantly trying to fight it with doubt. haha. I think this is the thing Shannon calls resistance. yes?
It does seem a fairytale that I'll ever be permanently 'God-mode' given the regular ups and downs, although I suspect there are things - that must first be cleared up by the almighty EHPRA 2.0 - beyond this tapes's capabilities, that cause me to always go back after a while of fun. But I will keep listening for the slightest chance that I might get there!
PS. I use 'God-mode' to describe this state, because that's just what it f**king feels like baby!. Thanks again Shannon.
Sometimes while I'm being so powerful, it's as though only my subconcious - mind which has access to 90% of who I portray myself to be - has been programmed, so my concious mind keeps watching my demonstration of confidence with utter disbelief and even sometimes trying to stop me from doing the things that now feel natural. It's kinda scared of the change, constantly trying to fight it with doubt. haha. I think this is the thing Shannon calls resistance. yes?
It does seem a fairytale that I'll ever be permanently 'God-mode' given the regular ups and downs, although I suspect there are things - that must first be cleared up by the almighty EHPRA 2.0 - beyond this tapes's capabilities, that cause me to always go back after a while of fun. But I will keep listening for the slightest chance that I might get there!
PS. I use 'God-mode' to describe this state, because that's just what it f**king feels like baby!. Thanks again Shannon.
