Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

So.. 2 days of 7 loops of A and I feel like I have had enough lol. I went out to get some food at the super market and I actually noticed less IOI than before which made me feel like all this is silly looking to see if DMSI is doing anything, felt like looking for validation and I do not want to be that guy.

I feel moments of dizziness during the day from doing 2 nights of 7 loops.

After the first night of 7 loops, I felt quite a lot of guilt during the day with certain memories of how I acted with my ex girlfriend and when I went to bed that night I felt it even more and I felt like a bad person and felt like I wanted to make things right...but I realised I can't.

Today I felt like I am not "muscular enough" and it made me think why do I have to be more muscular to feel good about my self! Why!?? If women only find me more attractive because I am more muscular... then I don't even want to be apart of that ***** of game...which society has programmed into me and others. I hate it.

Today after getting my food, I felt like giving up, I just want to get completely off the topic of women and focus on myself. I want to just focus on what I want out of life that is not related to women. I felt relief in that.

Right now I feel dizzy. I am thinking about just letting it bloom and move on.

I feel silly for even thinking this will even make a difference, as if women will magically seduce me. I believe the reason 3.1 was good was because it had "Meet them half way", I felt that it made a lot of difference. Waiting to be seduced 100% seems kinda needy and very passive, I know others will disagree as it is not what DMSI is about, but I feel DMSI is programming that mindset into me and it don't feel productive on the seduction side.

For example... these attractive women I got IOI from, imagine if the programming was 100% for us to take action, and seduce them! I am sure we would have more results by now, because we can then take 100% responsibility. When the ball is in there court we can't take 100% responsibility because we can't control other people, we just have to wait.

I know this is not what DMSI is about, I just don't like the ball being in the other persons court, it feels too passive for me for some reason, I don't like it.

Resistance rant over.

What you are experiencing is the result of "going to boot camp". It takes a lot more energy, and it requires a lot more, faster and deeper processing of the H&C script. That's why you feel the way you do.

And your response seems to be a very subtle subconscious effort to get you to stop by telling you that

I feel silly for even thinking this will even make a difference, as if women will magically seduce me. I believe the reason 3.1 was good was because it had "Meet them half way", I felt that it made a lot of difference. Waiting to be seduced 100% seems kinda needy and very passive, I know others will disagree as it is not what DMSI is about, but I feel DMSI is programming that mindset into me and it don't feel productive on the seduction side.

In other words, it is now clashing directly with your subconscious belief that has held you back from true success so far, which boils down to "man must hunt!". You are defining it as "man must hunt, or he is not a man!", and that leads to the convenient excuse that "Waiting to be seduced 100% seems kinda needy and very passive". Casting it in a negative light. An excuse to stop.

Now the problem with your excuse, here, is that nowhere in DMSI do I tell you to be passive in seduction, stop trying to approach or seduce them, or anything along those lines. Your passivity is YOUR CHOICE, and has nothing to do with DMSI. It's designed to give you maximum freedom and diversity of choice and action. Seduce when you like, and let them come to you when you like. In other words, your excuse is, to put it simply, bullshit.

Your subconscious wants you to stop using it because it's clashing with previously accepted beliefs and definitions about what and who you are, basically making you the prize that is hunted and competed for instead of being the "man" who does the hunting and competition.

But it is false to say that DMSI is stopping you from hunting or seducing. That's your subconscious looking for an excuse - any excuse - to get you to stop.

You will have to understand that a man hunts and seduces because he must. But a high value man only hunts and seduces if and when he wants to - because it is fun, not because he must.

This boils down to your subconscious knows DMSI is going to win if you keep going. It's afraid, so it's trying to find ways and reasons to convince you to stop.

I told you this would happen. Long time ago, before I released 3.2. Guys would start finding really creative and valid sounding "reasons" to stop. The truth is, it's an effort to resist by escape. In other words, it's working.

So I suggest you keep going with 7 loops.