06-23-2018, 02:24 AM
Horniness comntinues. Fapping and porn are back. The thing is: I can last longer masturbating than having sex so of course I gravitate towards fapping. If only there were a "last longer" module...
Anyhow, I'm sure with time I'll get better.
I may have a date tomorrow. We'll have to see. It happened fast online and normally I'd think that causes flakiness, but recently I'm applying my sales mindset which is "close as soon as they'll let you." So we'll see.
I' also thinking about the 6.5. This week will be interesting. Either she'll want to see me again or not. If she does, that may indicate DMSI since sexual performance has been bad but if she wants to keep seeing me clearly there is something else keeping her around. If not, I won't be surprised.
Anyhow, I'm sure with time I'll get better.
I may have a date tomorrow. We'll have to see. It happened fast online and normally I'd think that causes flakiness, but recently I'm applying my sales mindset which is "close as soon as they'll let you." So we'll see.
I' also thinking about the 6.5. This week will be interesting. Either she'll want to see me again or not. If she does, that may indicate DMSI since sexual performance has been bad but if she wants to keep seeing me clearly there is something else keeping her around. If not, I won't be surprised.
