03-13-2012, 07:40 AM
GK, you are experiencing something similar to me with this program. The "soulless" as you describe it is actually a combination of things happening.
First, it is a factor of having such a huge script pumped into your head all at once. That takes a LOT of energy to process.
Second, you are probably experiencing some amount of resistance to it, which is (if yours is like mine) happening because the program is pushing you to do one or more things you don't yet feel comfortable doing.
Third, Your subconscious doesn't have much energy left after dealing with the processing, so the subconscious - and the resistance, if there is any - is probably rather fatigued.
When you don't listen to the program, you're not fatigued by the effort of processing a huge, complex script. That's why you have more energy, feel better and have more motivation: there's time to process and act on, and there's no more resistance or exhaustion.
Remember that this script is literally 30 pages, typed, per stage, give or take a page or two. That's far beyond the "not a joke" stage, believe me. I am feeling similar results, but my resistance is to socializing in the ways the program is trying to push. I am having results, though, slowly but surely... I have been socializing more than normal.
Have you noticed anything else different?
First, it is a factor of having such a huge script pumped into your head all at once. That takes a LOT of energy to process.
Second, you are probably experiencing some amount of resistance to it, which is (if yours is like mine) happening because the program is pushing you to do one or more things you don't yet feel comfortable doing.
Third, Your subconscious doesn't have much energy left after dealing with the processing, so the subconscious - and the resistance, if there is any - is probably rather fatigued.
When you don't listen to the program, you're not fatigued by the effort of processing a huge, complex script. That's why you have more energy, feel better and have more motivation: there's time to process and act on, and there's no more resistance or exhaustion.
Remember that this script is literally 30 pages, typed, per stage, give or take a page or two. That's far beyond the "not a joke" stage, believe me. I am feeling similar results, but my resistance is to socializing in the ways the program is trying to push. I am having results, though, slowly but surely... I have been socializing more than normal.
Have you noticed anything else different?
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
