06-06-2018, 03:53 PM
So, the 8.5/10 may have LJBF'd me after I gave her 3 orgasms/squirting...
We met at a starbucks and talked for a bit. Then she was mentioning walking by the river so I was like "I love taking walks by the river!" she's like "Cool, wanna go for a walk?" I'm like "yeah sure." so we go to my car and she's like "I should get changed first, let's stop at my place."
I'm like "sounds good." so we went to her house, she puts on Netflix and changes into short/shorts and a revealing top.
She smokes some weed but I don't and eventually she comes and sits beside me. She feels how cold my hands are and starts massaging them. We're making crazy EC and I figure I should go for a kiss, so I do, then she's like "I thought we were taking it slow?" I'm like "we are..." and we kiss more.
Things get intense, she's really into it and starts grinding on me through her shorts. I take off her shirt and bra and we make out a bunch. I then pick her up and start walking to her room as we're making out and I'm like "where's your room?" she's like "ugh, it's the only other room in the house mmmmm" she was so into it. So we keep messing around till I get to her room and plop her on the bed. Then we make out more and she's grinding on me and shit. It's really hot and shit.
I start rubbing her pussy through her shorts and as I do she moans and clings to me, digging her nails in.
Eventually I take her shorts off, get up, then take her panties off and lay on top of her, making out heavily. I'm like "You gotta give me more tongue" and she shoves it down my throat. Hot as hell.
Anyhow, then she's like "I have to tell you something... I have herpes" and I'm like "it's ok, I have a condom" she's like "ok but, I don't want to have sex" and I'm like "k well, can you get herpes by giving oral?" she's like "only in an outbreak" so I go down on her. Fingers and tongue/mouth on her pussy and enlarged clit.
I'm kind of worried I got an STD but it's too late now I suppose :/
Anyhow, I go back to kissing her and sucking her tits as I finger her. She moans louder and louder and each time I back off (trying to tease her but I had no idea when or if she came at all). Anyhow, as I'm fingering her with 2 fingers, she's clenching onto me pretty hard and etc.
Then I'm like "K, now it's my turn" and she's like. No... I don't want to have sex." and I'm like "but we're having sex" and kiss her more, then she just keeps saying no and patting me on the arm like a mother would a small child and I'm thinking "wtf?" and she's like "you hear me tho right? You understand? No sex." so I'm thinking "k. I don't want a rape charge" so I sit back and try to freeze her out. Not saying anything for a while. She starts talking and she's stroking me and shit. Laying on me, but when I go for kisses, she moves her head to the side saying shit like "k, now you're just going through the whole circle again" and I'm like "fuck my life, what is going on?"
So after that I then lay down where my head is at her feet, then I flip her over into 69 position. and she's like "oh no... now you're going to make it too hard for me too resist..." and I'm fingering her again while rubbing her asshole. Then I feel her sucking me off but I got no condom! So I flip her off me and say "woah, I need a condom" and she's like "no, no sex" I'm like "I'm just worried about the thing." I get her to put the condom on but she won't suck it afterwards, claiming it would taste bad.
I'm like "well, did you cum at least?" and she's like "yeah, 3 times I think... and I squirted." I'm like "you squirted?" she's like "yeah, couldn't you tell?" and I was like "no, I was too absorbed in it."
Anyhow, that ends things. we go back into the living room. She comes over and has the whole "awww, pooor baby": look on her face "are you mad?" she says. I'm just like "no, why?" she goes blah blah. Anyhow, I try to reinitiate kissing then she keeps doing the "no" with motherly patting. Then I'm just like "k, I don't get it" and she's like "I don't feel that spark for you that way. I'm sorry." and I'm thinking "fuck. I gave her orgasms and she doesn't see me as a sexual person? wtf?"
So we hang around for a bit. I try to convince her (bad I know ) to give me a BJ but she's basically saying "you're shit out of luck"
I lay on her for a bit, my head on her bosom between her tits and stuff. Then eventually I'm like "k, well, that's the ball game" and get up. She's like "k"
Then I go to the door and I'm about to leave and she's like "well, if you want to see me again that';s ok but I'll understand if you don't" and I'm like "wait, you want to see me again?" she's like "yeah" I'm like "k, let's go over her and talk about this"
I was so confused. My male mind couldn't make sense of it. She wanted me but didn't. Clearly she didn't, but was saying she did.
Anyhow, we talk for a bit and she's like "I just can't get sexual right now with you, blah blah" and I'm like "k, don't even worry about it
and she's like "like can we only hang out if I have sex with you?" I'm like "well that has to be part of it eventually" and she's like "yeah, eventually" and I'm just like "wtf?" so I eventually leave. She says to text her in a few days but I don't know what to do.
On top of that I'm worried I got an STD because of how sloppy I was.
We met at a starbucks and talked for a bit. Then she was mentioning walking by the river so I was like "I love taking walks by the river!" she's like "Cool, wanna go for a walk?" I'm like "yeah sure." so we go to my car and she's like "I should get changed first, let's stop at my place."
I'm like "sounds good." so we went to her house, she puts on Netflix and changes into short/shorts and a revealing top.
She smokes some weed but I don't and eventually she comes and sits beside me. She feels how cold my hands are and starts massaging them. We're making crazy EC and I figure I should go for a kiss, so I do, then she's like "I thought we were taking it slow?" I'm like "we are..." and we kiss more.
Things get intense, she's really into it and starts grinding on me through her shorts. I take off her shirt and bra and we make out a bunch. I then pick her up and start walking to her room as we're making out and I'm like "where's your room?" she's like "ugh, it's the only other room in the house mmmmm" she was so into it. So we keep messing around till I get to her room and plop her on the bed. Then we make out more and she's grinding on me and shit. It's really hot and shit.
I start rubbing her pussy through her shorts and as I do she moans and clings to me, digging her nails in.
Eventually I take her shorts off, get up, then take her panties off and lay on top of her, making out heavily. I'm like "You gotta give me more tongue" and she shoves it down my throat. Hot as hell.
Anyhow, then she's like "I have to tell you something... I have herpes" and I'm like "it's ok, I have a condom" she's like "ok but, I don't want to have sex" and I'm like "k well, can you get herpes by giving oral?" she's like "only in an outbreak" so I go down on her. Fingers and tongue/mouth on her pussy and enlarged clit.
I'm kind of worried I got an STD but it's too late now I suppose :/
Anyhow, I go back to kissing her and sucking her tits as I finger her. She moans louder and louder and each time I back off (trying to tease her but I had no idea when or if she came at all). Anyhow, as I'm fingering her with 2 fingers, she's clenching onto me pretty hard and etc.
Then I'm like "K, now it's my turn" and she's like. No... I don't want to have sex." and I'm like "but we're having sex" and kiss her more, then she just keeps saying no and patting me on the arm like a mother would a small child and I'm thinking "wtf?" and she's like "you hear me tho right? You understand? No sex." so I'm thinking "k. I don't want a rape charge" so I sit back and try to freeze her out. Not saying anything for a while. She starts talking and she's stroking me and shit. Laying on me, but when I go for kisses, she moves her head to the side saying shit like "k, now you're just going through the whole circle again" and I'm like "fuck my life, what is going on?"
So after that I then lay down where my head is at her feet, then I flip her over into 69 position. and she's like "oh no... now you're going to make it too hard for me too resist..." and I'm fingering her again while rubbing her asshole. Then I feel her sucking me off but I got no condom! So I flip her off me and say "woah, I need a condom" and she's like "no, no sex" I'm like "I'm just worried about the thing." I get her to put the condom on but she won't suck it afterwards, claiming it would taste bad.
I'm like "well, did you cum at least?" and she's like "yeah, 3 times I think... and I squirted." I'm like "you squirted?" she's like "yeah, couldn't you tell?" and I was like "no, I was too absorbed in it."
Anyhow, that ends things. we go back into the living room. She comes over and has the whole "awww, pooor baby": look on her face "are you mad?" she says. I'm just like "no, why?" she goes blah blah. Anyhow, I try to reinitiate kissing then she keeps doing the "no" with motherly patting. Then I'm just like "k, I don't get it" and she's like "I don't feel that spark for you that way. I'm sorry." and I'm thinking "fuck. I gave her orgasms and she doesn't see me as a sexual person? wtf?"
So we hang around for a bit. I try to convince her (bad I know ) to give me a BJ but she's basically saying "you're shit out of luck"
I lay on her for a bit, my head on her bosom between her tits and stuff. Then eventually I'm like "k, well, that's the ball game" and get up. She's like "k"
Then I go to the door and I'm about to leave and she's like "well, if you want to see me again that';s ok but I'll understand if you don't" and I'm like "wait, you want to see me again?" she's like "yeah" I'm like "k, let's go over her and talk about this"
I was so confused. My male mind couldn't make sense of it. She wanted me but didn't. Clearly she didn't, but was saying she did.
Anyhow, we talk for a bit and she's like "I just can't get sexual right now with you, blah blah" and I'm like "k, don't even worry about it
and she's like "like can we only hang out if I have sex with you?" I'm like "well that has to be part of it eventually" and she's like "yeah, eventually" and I'm just like "wtf?" so I eventually leave. She says to text her in a few days but I don't know what to do.
On top of that I'm worried I got an STD because of how sloppy I was.
