06-06-2018, 08:13 AM
Hi Shannon,
I just read your answer in Mat422's journal regarding self esteem and the longer I listen to DMSI the more I think I really need to work on my self esteem. Therefore my question:
How much power does the SE module in DMSI have compared to the SE focus fire sub? Several times members here asked people why they did the SE focus fire sub although it is contained in DMSI. So they assumed that the module in DMSI is as powerful as listening to the SE sub itself. Is that true or can resistance to the other modules also weaken or fully block the SE module?
And if I play DMSI 3.2B for 2 loops a day while SE sub is supposed to be played 6 loops - will I need 3x longer to archive self esteem this way? I guess you will laugh about that simple maths but I have to ask it anyway.
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By the way 2 weeks ago I realised one thing that made me resist DMSI. It is fear that the aura could become permanent and that powering it all the time could slowly suck all energy out of me --> illness. So fear of illness and death made (or still makes?) me resist a sex sub. All these excuses of my mind and fears that keep me away from living a fulfilled live are not funny any more.
I just read your answer in Mat422's journal regarding self esteem and the longer I listen to DMSI the more I think I really need to work on my self esteem. Therefore my question:
How much power does the SE module in DMSI have compared to the SE focus fire sub? Several times members here asked people why they did the SE focus fire sub although it is contained in DMSI. So they assumed that the module in DMSI is as powerful as listening to the SE sub itself. Is that true or can resistance to the other modules also weaken or fully block the SE module?
And if I play DMSI 3.2B for 2 loops a day while SE sub is supposed to be played 6 loops - will I need 3x longer to archive self esteem this way? I guess you will laugh about that simple maths but I have to ask it anyway.
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By the way 2 weeks ago I realised one thing that made me resist DMSI. It is fear that the aura could become permanent and that powering it all the time could slowly suck all energy out of me --> illness. So fear of illness and death made (or still makes?) me resist a sex sub. All these excuses of my mind and fears that keep me away from living a fulfilled live are not funny any more.
