06-05-2018, 04:05 AM
(06-05-2018, 02:34 AM)thor2014 Wrote:(06-05-2018, 01:50 AM)Morgul Wrote:(06-03-2018, 10:47 PM)thor2014 Wrote: 8 days into DMSI version A on 7 loops overnight. Had some interesting dreams but I cannot recall the details.
On the way into town on the train I tried to consiously sniper a cute girl sat near me. However it didn't appear to work.
Wanting women to give you attention in a needy way like that, kills the results of they having any interest in you. They can only feel you as needy when you are holding that attitude, and you most probably will seem like invisible to them. As long as you remain needy in this way, you will perpetuate your failure. And in my opinion, you can't blame DMSI for this, when it's you holding onto this negative attitude consciously.
Is desiring to have sex with a specific woman needy ?
Not necessarily. The key here is keeping the neediness out of the equation. Desire by itself isn't a bad thing at all. But neediness (believing/feeling that you lack it within you, so you have to get it somehow from outside of you) is bad, because it repels what you wanted.
UMS
