Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[MasterEnki]

@Shannon

Thanks for your advice,

I have re-read your answers to my AYP questions.

It seems that I have nothing serious to worry about. If she (AYP manifestation(s)) is definitely attracted to me sexually, to the point of genuinely wanting it and enthusiastically consenting - Then logically, I shouldn’t have any problems legally or otherwise (ghosting, flaking, endless shittests that lead nowhere, etc).


I thought of a few more questions / points about AYP that I would like clarified,

The 37yo woman I attracted who is legally ‘unable to consent’. Could she be a pre-manifestation of some sort?

Shannon, when you did your AYPs, did you have anyone who were likely pre-manifestations?

Me and her have lunch together regularly at the cafe we met at. We also have gone swimming, and she invited me to her house for dinner. While having dinner (me, her and her guardian / carer) she literally asked her guardian / carer “Is (my name) sleeping over tonight?”. Her guardian / carer said “no” and explained the brain damage situation and so on. After that the guardian / carer told me bluntly to not come back (unless ‘37yo woman’ gains full capacity to consent in the future). I’m still seeing her in public places as ‘just friends’.

She is the first woman to mention sleeping together with me. It gave me a bit of a confidence boost. I’m so used to women rejecting me, saying that I’m ‘not her type’, friend zoning me, considering me to be non-sexual / unarousing / unsexy, etc. Finally having a woman view me as a potential lover is a new milestone for me. It really sucks that we can’t have a sexual relationship together.

I read the script for AYP FWB, and it has stuff about ‘making myself ready’. I’m contemplating that ‘37yo woman’ is part of the ‘making myself ready’ process. It also fills me with excitement that I could be executing properly, despite fears that are coming up.

Start looking to meet a woman with whom you could eventually have sex, and try to vet her for trustworthiness.

Sex can come later, if she passes the trustworthiness part of the equation

Should I filter every woman for trustworthiness. Even when using AYP?

If one starts filtering based on trustworthiness, would this change who the manifestation is (if she, the original manifestation target, is not trustworthy)?

Are all AYP manifestations (women manifestated due to AYP) trustworthy?

Start looking for a woman with whom you can have a relationship that could result in sex naturally, which would mean that she is trustworthy not only for sex but for sharing your heart with.

I assume that Friend-with-Benefits relationships naturally result in sex, especially with AYP manifestations.

Could you please eloberate / expand upon the ‘sharing your heart with’ part.

I have read that FWB-type relationships are generally non-love / non-romantic relationships, just mostly sexual. What does ‘sharing your heart’ have to do with FWB-type relationships?

Do all AYP manifestations have a ‘share your heart’ element to them, including FWB and ‘sexual lover’?

Would a ‘heart chakra’ connection be likely (or guaranteed) with AYP manifestations, even the ones that focus exclusively on sex (i.e. ‘sexual lover’)?

If I manifest someone who just wants quick sex / booty-calls, etc. as my ‘perfect friend-with-benefits’ then I think I would be happy with that. On the other hand, if the ‘sharing heart with’ and/or romance is involved, I would also be happy with that.


One more thing I recently read about AYPs that I found fascinating was the concept of ‘echoes’ / secondary manifestation ‘targets’.

Got me thinking,
If one was to consciously filter based on criteria, and somehow filtered out their primary manifestation. Would they still manifest an ‘echo’ as their manifestation (assuming they use the program for longer / long enough)?

I am keeping my mind open to all kinds of possibilities - young women, older women, white, black, Asian, etc., petite, chubby, blonde, brunette, redhead, black hair, and so on. I’m trying to do as minimal filtering as possible.


Since FWBs tend to be polygamous / open relationship (according to what I read), I may try to manifest an ‘echo’ or two, once I’m comfortable with sex / had experience with my primary manifestation.

I’m already thinking ahead, that if this AYP goes well, I may run it again (or another one, such as ‘perfect sexual lover’) - this is likely to be in a couple of years time.

For now I’m focusing exclusively and only on AYP FWB.


Thanks