03-09-2012, 01:19 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-09-2012, 01:30 PM by LionMonkey.)
Stage 1 - Day 25,
Strange, I don't dream about sexual stuff as I did in AM2011. I dream weird old memories stuff, which are very vague and it's rare that I dream.
I feel more sexual towards women. When I look at them I feel sexual and I think.. aroused. I've noticed that some women will almost completely ignore me and others will either stare at me or give me quick glances. More attention from women definitely. My neediness is just under the surface. I sense it but it's not real.
Also, these past days I've had these times of the day that I go crazy. Like I just want to be SILLY and I usually let it out at home or at my mother. She thinks I am fun, cute but also crazy.. I can't control it man lol...
I've been using only the ultrasonic version, I'm curious, do you think it would be a good idea to switch over to the water stream? It's more cozy, sedative and easier to sleep to but I want the best effect of the subliminal...
@Spiral: Thanks buddy! "[...] Just relax." Yeah.. that's what I need to do with this girl. I'm in a transition phase where I've learned about female psychology which must be why I am doubting what I am becoming / I've become
Relax is a word I really don't like to use often anymore though. I see what it means in this context though. The girl is on a study-trip to another country for a week, so I'll let it go. I'm curious if I will think of her and write to her in a week or if I won't. Hmm.. I want to put effort in the girls I meet and to give them the best but I also need to chill... hmm.. Interesting...
I want success and I'm going for it. I'm going to meet a lot of women this month.. this year! Ain't gonna relax till everything comes to me. I'm gonna take what I want!
- LM
Strange, I don't dream about sexual stuff as I did in AM2011. I dream weird old memories stuff, which are very vague and it's rare that I dream.
I feel more sexual towards women. When I look at them I feel sexual and I think.. aroused. I've noticed that some women will almost completely ignore me and others will either stare at me or give me quick glances. More attention from women definitely. My neediness is just under the surface. I sense it but it's not real.
Also, these past days I've had these times of the day that I go crazy. Like I just want to be SILLY and I usually let it out at home or at my mother. She thinks I am fun, cute but also crazy.. I can't control it man lol...
I've been using only the ultrasonic version, I'm curious, do you think it would be a good idea to switch over to the water stream? It's more cozy, sedative and easier to sleep to but I want the best effect of the subliminal...
@Spiral: Thanks buddy! "[...] Just relax." Yeah.. that's what I need to do with this girl. I'm in a transition phase where I've learned about female psychology which must be why I am doubting what I am becoming / I've become
Relax is a word I really don't like to use often anymore though. I see what it means in this context though. The girl is on a study-trip to another country for a week, so I'll let it go. I'm curious if I will think of her and write to her in a week or if I won't. Hmm.. I want to put effort in the girls I meet and to give them the best but I also need to chill... hmm.. Interesting...
I want success and I'm going for it. I'm going to meet a lot of women this month.. this year! Ain't gonna relax till everything comes to me. I'm gonna take what I want!
- LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
