05-08-2018, 10:22 AM
Day 3.
Confidence keeps getting stronger.
I'm feeling rock solid.
Went too a friend too get some help with my car today, he is pretty lazy, normally he would have just told me what too do and dont give a shit, but today he was alot more friendly, got all the tools for me and followed me around, showed me all the things. very respectful.
Also notice that my mother was more positive and helping me.
Was at at store later today, this lady helped me find what im looking for, i notice we kept eye contact and speaking for a very long time without thinking about it, i was very calm and it felt very normal.
I'm speaking alot louder and express my self easy, i say what i mean, i feel like im in charge, i can now speak up for my self much better, no one is putting me down god dammit.
Yeah i'm feeling Alpha.
Alot of change is happening, and most of them are good.
People seems too be interested in me, friendly and almost like they want me too accept them.
And i got alot of stuff done home also, wich is good, so this was a good day for me.
Confidence keeps getting stronger.
I'm feeling rock solid.
Went too a friend too get some help with my car today, he is pretty lazy, normally he would have just told me what too do and dont give a shit, but today he was alot more friendly, got all the tools for me and followed me around, showed me all the things. very respectful.
Also notice that my mother was more positive and helping me.
Was at at store later today, this lady helped me find what im looking for, i notice we kept eye contact and speaking for a very long time without thinking about it, i was very calm and it felt very normal.
I'm speaking alot louder and express my self easy, i say what i mean, i feel like im in charge, i can now speak up for my self much better, no one is putting me down god dammit.
Yeah i'm feeling Alpha.
Alot of change is happening, and most of them are good.
People seems too be interested in me, friendly and almost like they want me too accept them.
And i got alot of stuff done home also, wich is good, so this was a good day for me.
