05-07-2018, 06:24 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-07-2018, 06:27 AM by Tigerismyspirit.)
@Shannon, 2 nights in a row, I forgot to turn on the playlist of DMSI. I played in the morning after waking up though. The subC is literally finding every way possible to have me escape it. Yestereday was so depressing that I had ian mmense fear of talking to people and going about my day. The procrastination is super high and making me not do anything at all. I'm not working, not cooking, not eating healthy and timely, and not cleaning my house. The second round of A will end tonight and tomorrow will be a break. All I can notice is the fears are surfacing but I can't seem to get past them. Rather I'm trying to avoid them by lying around my bed and thinking how horrible my past was and how horrible it will be. Is this normal? Nothing womenwise though. Thank you.
