05-06-2018, 09:14 AM
(05-05-2018, 08:03 PM)Benjamin Wrote: I'm not sure i'd use the word addicting. But the times that it was going well I was just more enjoying life, doing things I used to do as a kid like drawing, playing boardgames, just exploring places and enjoying more of it.. and kind of a feeling of joy.
I really liked that, though motivation to achieve things in general was low which can happen because it's focusing on healing.
I get it. I'm loving E2. I'm quite sure I will have days where I don't feel that way but the last two days have been so ridiculously cool. For probably the last ten to fifteen years I've felt it was almost impossible to let myself go & just enjoy whatever it is I'm doing. Some mental or emotional block kept that from happening. After two days of E2 I feel like I'm finally going to be able to steer my way through life without the emergency brake on. It hasn't happened yet but I have zero doubts it will.
