04-27-2018, 09:02 PM
"Stage" 5, Day 4,
The boob thing happened again today. I've been incredibly unproductive at work today; I did a lot of activity, but there were so many things holding me up.
It's strange that I've generally lost my sex drive; I find the idea of approaching women with the notion of sleeping with them strange and foreign. It must be some kind of unconscious reversal/resistance thing. Not sure what's going on, but DMSI is still playing, one loop at a time.
The boob thing happened again today. I've been incredibly unproductive at work today; I did a lot of activity, but there were so many things holding me up.
It's strange that I've generally lost my sex drive; I find the idea of approaching women with the notion of sleeping with them strange and foreign. It must be some kind of unconscious reversal/resistance thing. Not sure what's going on, but DMSI is still playing, one loop at a time.
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