04-26-2018, 01:14 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-26-2018, 03:17 PM by kornjacinvrac.)
Thanks guys for your replies!
I started to listen to it (guided meditation), but i listened like 5 minutes and felt very sleepy and turned off and went to sleep (but i switched to dmsi).
DAY 26 ocean surf (26th april) 2day
65% vlc (increased more volume).
78% speakers
using earbuds always BUT this time i used laptop speakers while i sleept in the afternoon (after i slept 5 hours and gone to work, i came home and i drifted with dmsi on speakers instead of guided meditation).
Later that day, in about 01:00 i used earbuds... So one loop in the afternoon and one loop while i slept in the night.
So this is my exprience:
I felt hornyness in the day, and while i did DO ACTION on my part, firstly it was hard.
So, i felt NO dmsi "energy" no nothing, and i just aproached anyway. Later, energy kicked in. And when i saw a girl walking in yoga pants, i just got erection and i could "feel" im fucking her, like i could imagine vividly, and with that came certanty that i can do it! If i look at a bilbord and see a black haired model "calvin clain" girl, i FEEL like she could be mine if i talk to her. Im having 1000% certanty within myself. That's what i love about it.
Also, when i did aproach, and i got blowned out, my brain was "NO SILLY YOU DIDN'T GET BLOWN OUT" i felt good about action! I don't feel bad or intimidated at all. If girls says no or just runs away i feel good anyway. Action makes me happy.
Also, FINALY i did get two girls checking me out and whispering and smiling while looking at me, but i refused to aproach (my stupid ego thing i supose). and i got home with that good feeling. Also, i did stare at girls (while feeling no shame) and some of them look at me too, with look "this guy is looking at me im not sure if he would kill me or fuck me" kinda face (or at least that what i believe i saw).
So lession i learned today (and everytime) that action goes wonderfull with dmsi.
I started to listen to it (guided meditation), but i listened like 5 minutes and felt very sleepy and turned off and went to sleep (but i switched to dmsi).
DAY 26 ocean surf (26th april) 2day
65% vlc (increased more volume).
78% speakers
using earbuds always BUT this time i used laptop speakers while i sleept in the afternoon (after i slept 5 hours and gone to work, i came home and i drifted with dmsi on speakers instead of guided meditation).
Later that day, in about 01:00 i used earbuds... So one loop in the afternoon and one loop while i slept in the night.
So this is my exprience:
I felt hornyness in the day, and while i did DO ACTION on my part, firstly it was hard.
So, i felt NO dmsi "energy" no nothing, and i just aproached anyway. Later, energy kicked in. And when i saw a girl walking in yoga pants, i just got erection and i could "feel" im fucking her, like i could imagine vividly, and with that came certanty that i can do it! If i look at a bilbord and see a black haired model "calvin clain" girl, i FEEL like she could be mine if i talk to her. Im having 1000% certanty within myself. That's what i love about it.
Also, when i did aproach, and i got blowned out, my brain was "NO SILLY YOU DIDN'T GET BLOWN OUT" i felt good about action! I don't feel bad or intimidated at all. If girls says no or just runs away i feel good anyway. Action makes me happy.
Also, FINALY i did get two girls checking me out and whispering and smiling while looking at me, but i refused to aproach (my stupid ego thing i supose). and i got home with that good feeling. Also, i did stare at girls (while feeling no shame) and some of them look at me too, with look "this guy is looking at me im not sure if he would kill me or fuck me" kinda face (or at least that what i believe i saw).
So lession i learned today (and everytime) that action goes wonderfull with dmsi.
DMSI 3.3.1-D.
INFJ-T
INFJ-T
