SargeMaximus: Time to Heal (DMSI 3.2A)

[SargeMaximus]

Not having a good day today. Older women that aren’t my type seem to dislike me as do my coworkers.

Feeling like curling up in a ball and hiding under a rock.

Sarge, before I go on, I'm honestly writing seeking understanding for MYSELF before I start DMSI. I've still got 2 weeks to wait.

I've seen different guys report both up days and down days. Referring to the above quote, have you figured out why this is happening?

Is it you projecting old memories/images onto nearby females?
Is your perception hung on an old (not remembered and unresolved) memory?

I don't think so.

I was referring to an older woman who seemed to take a stance against me in a sales call. Very rude and deceitful behavior on her part. Husband was super nice to me and thanks to him I found out she was lying about stuff but yeah. There were a few others I encountered who seemed to not like me as well.

As for the coworkers, just amogging I think. Higher up guys like the top boss and his friend seem to like me a lot. Maybe they're just nice I dunno. But with coworkers there just seems to be friction.

That's all I can see in your description. I've done this with men and women, and in that moment, I see everything EXACTLY like it used to be. It might have been a 5 minute experience in childhood. But it was fully alive in my subconcious, shown by that projection. Shannon's subs have helped bring that to light for me.

Thanks for keeping it real :-)

Yeah no problem. Like I said, I don't think it's projection as I was thinking of specific behaviors.

How many hours a day do you use DMSI?

1, as recommended by Shannon.

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ION, just got back from a company BBQ. Was fun. There was a super tight girl there. So hot. She didn't seem to notice me tho I did get a butt display from her. Could be coincidence however.

The host of the party and my boss's boss seemed VERY nice to me. Grabbing me cutlery and stuff. I'm seeing it more a reflection of THEIR awesomeness rather than mine, however.

Still, this kind of thing seems to be increasing.

As for going to the city tomorrow, not sure how I'm going to do it. May need to take a bus.

I have 2 dates. One is with a 6.5 and the other with a 7/7.5

The 7/7.5 says to me online "I may wear a killer dress " and I'm like "Yeah it's supposed to be warm tomorrow, so don't be shy "

Definitely want to do some approaching tomorrow as well.