SargeMaximus: Time to Heal (DMSI 3.2A)

[findingme]

Not having a good day today. Older women that aren’t my type seem to dislike me as do my coworkers.

Feeling like curling up in a ball and hiding under a rock.

Sarge, before I go on, I'm honestly writing seeking understanding for MYSELF before I start DMSI. I've still got 2 weeks to wait.

I've seen different guys report both up days and down days. Referring to the above quote, have you figured out why this is happening?

Is it you projecting old memories/images onto nearby females?
Is your perception hung on an old (not remembered and unresolved) memory?

That's all I can see in your description. I've done this with men and women, and in that moment, I see everything EXACTLY like it used to be. It might have been a 5 minute experience in childhood. But it was fully alive in my subconcious, shown by that projection. Shannon's subs have helped bring that to light for me.

Thanks for keeping it real :-)