Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Maltana]

So after one month of DMSI 3.2 B and 3,5 cycles (7 on 1 off) of 3.2 A i will make a quick review:

Time on B:

- after around 3-4 days of B I already was on the peak of execution so far
- after that the external effects gradually decreased and after around 3 weeks of B I was back to little to no effects
- I sometimes still felt the heat of the aura or increased hunger and thirst but little to no external effects in the last two weeks of B

-> I think that in the first days the wall did it´s job but after some time my subconscious mind seemed to find a way to get through the wall


Time on A:

- on the day when I switched to 3.2 A I felt great even hours before the first loop and also saw external effects again
- while listening the first time to 3.2 A I felt this euphoric feeling (I never felt it on B) and some strong change of my perception but only on this day
- already on the next day everything was decreased and decreased further in the following days
- while on A I had 1-2 weeks where I felt pretty depressive, perhaps triggered resistances
- i had around 3 clearly sexual dreams while on A
- the aura and the heat felt much weaker then on B but i still felt it from time to time
- it sometimes feels like after a day when I executed better my expectations on DMSI rised so that I automatically put myself on such pressure so that the execution in the following days where restricted

- today (still on A) without any reason I felt great again and the euphoric feeling and a strong heat (equal to the heat on B) returned and also some external effects where seen
-> perhaps some resistances where overcome so that i began to execute better or this perhaps already is TID from a following Version of DMSI but time will tell