04-20-2018, 05:23 PM
Okay so some catching up time. It's been quite a hectic week with school and work and I haven't had much time to journal. Some things to note:
I notice I've been slightly more irritable with mom lately. Not too much but definitely some.
I had a dream I don't quite remember but I remember I woke up from it convulsing slightly. Not like having a seizure or anything but it felt like someone was taking me by the shoulders and just shaking me senseless. I felt a sense of paralysis during this moment until I fully woke up. I don't know if this is connected to the sub in any way. All I know is when I woke up, my headphones were still in and the sub was still playing.
I do recall joking with one of my instructors last week. He made a joking comment about my phone going off and I retorted with a "mind your business" kind of comment (jokingly of course).
Yesterday I managed to squeeze in a total of 12 hours (4 hours during the day; 8 at night) I noticed I had a bit of a headache with some jitters. I did have a bit of coffee earlier that day but there was some accompanying anxiety and I could barely concentrate on my exam (I did pass by the way).
I can't really tell if any of this is significant but they are some things I think are noteworthy.
I notice I've been slightly more irritable with mom lately. Not too much but definitely some.
I had a dream I don't quite remember but I remember I woke up from it convulsing slightly. Not like having a seizure or anything but it felt like someone was taking me by the shoulders and just shaking me senseless. I felt a sense of paralysis during this moment until I fully woke up. I don't know if this is connected to the sub in any way. All I know is when I woke up, my headphones were still in and the sub was still playing.
I do recall joking with one of my instructors last week. He made a joking comment about my phone going off and I retorted with a "mind your business" kind of comment (jokingly of course).
Yesterday I managed to squeeze in a total of 12 hours (4 hours during the day; 8 at night) I noticed I had a bit of a headache with some jitters. I did have a bit of coffee earlier that day but there was some accompanying anxiety and I could barely concentrate on my exam (I did pass by the way).
I can't really tell if any of this is significant but they are some things I think are noteworthy.
“When you change yourself...you change the world”
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-Silvera, Gojira