Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Determined]

@Shannon

The last two versions of DMSI 3.2, A and B, I have suddenly stopped using them to use something else to help with my money goals, as I felt resistance in that DMSI will not help me and will actually hinder me in this area.

The weird thing is I will do this and feel all the resistance and then use something else for a week (relating to money) and then realise what I have done and then come back to using DMSI again.

Anyway can you fill this loophole?

Already did that. How about you tell me how you got past it anyway?

And make DMSI help rather then hinder money wise? Obviously you can't just pretend it will by saying it will, there must be a way to blend the goals so they Women and Money are in the same direction?...So technically reaching the goals of DMSI reaches your financial goals, as they are in the same direction??

DMSI is not about finances, it's about being sexually irresistible. If you believe you need money for that, then DMSI should kick it in through the Optimus Engine. Otherwise you're just finding ways around the instructions not to self sabotage.

Fair enough Shannon.

I have not told anyone this before but I can see how this will make me have issues in the future with DMSI.

When I sexually release I feel quite down and not myself for about a week, I feel "weaker" in terms of my emotions, I am not as emotionally resilient, not as sure of myself, less confident, less energy. Feels like a dark cloud over my head for a week. It don't make me feel good.

With my recent girlfriend, whom I am no longer with. I wanted to stay on semen retention, as I feel more empowered, confident, more energy, more emotionally resilient. Every time I released with her, P in V, I felt the above negatives also, so it happens whatever way I release, even sex with women. I have been playing with this and testing this for a few years now, its obvious.

When I think of having sex with a girl now, the first thing that comes to mind is, is it going to be worth feeling like crap for a week? If I am honest and answer this right now, no it is not worth feeling like crap for a week just to have a 5 second orgasm. Especially if I got to be tip top for all my other goals in life.

The dilemma is when I am on semen retention my sexual energy builds up higher and higher and I really want to have sex, so there is this battle of I want to release really bad, but I am going to feel like shit for a week, which will effect everything else in my life! And because it is the same however I release, even with a woman....this pretty much sucks

Yeah, I remember this feeling of weakness that lasted for about week..Except that I fapped. This was last year. But I have been using 5.5G subs since past one year like MHS MLS ARA DRA..they all somehow managed to heal this directly and indirectly but on 3.2 its all new level.

It could be that u are using sexual energy builds "Highs" to disguised or camouflage ur negative emotions..You know like people use drugs to do that.."A" might do the job.

Man I cant believe that my beliefs were that much ***** up a year ago..

It's not the sexual energy that is the "drug", it's the orgasm. For me experiencing an orgasm and having that release, is what brings the downer.

Yeah same as certain drugs. Technically orgasm is a drug though right? How many chemicals in the brain are released? And how many are depleted?

I am a highly sensitive individual, so I am ultra self aware. I can only have one cup of tea and I feel jittery. That is why I only have one cup of tea a day. Coffee I can't touch with a pole.

I definitely do no think my natural sexual energy is a "high". The orgasm is a temporary high yes, which leads to depletion and maybe even release of other chemicals which brings the downer.

If you've done it right, orgasm is the most blissful experience. It takes 30 minutes of foreplay to get there, which is why masturbation often falls short.

True orgasm lasts for about 1-2 hours after coitus without any "depletion"