04-12-2018, 09:12 PM
After an above-average day in sales yesterday, today my manager blew up at me (seemingly) and I was rattled and did badly.
He did call me later to apologize but by then my mindset was shot. I wish I wasn't affected by it so much, but on the other hand, if him yelling at me causes me to perform badly, he's only hurting himself.
Still, if I could perform well regardless of what was happening, I would have more freedom and credibility within the company.
Frustrating.
ION, that girl I said went off me actually set a date with me for this Tuesday for "drinks". Her words, btw. She's so into me.
I love being desired by desirable women. She's older than me (again) but she looks good and goes to the gym (just my type 
) Seems I have a niche market for older women wishing to recapture their youth.
Other than that, not too much going on. In sales everyone was holding me at arms length but I did get a few of the promotional products.
At a gas station an older woman working the cashier was visibly smitten with me but I didn't take it anywhere.
He did call me later to apologize but by then my mindset was shot. I wish I wasn't affected by it so much, but on the other hand, if him yelling at me causes me to perform badly, he's only hurting himself.
Still, if I could perform well regardless of what was happening, I would have more freedom and credibility within the company.
Frustrating.
ION, that girl I said went off me actually set a date with me for this Tuesday for "drinks". Her words, btw. She's so into me.
I love being desired by desirable women. She's older than me (again) but she looks good and goes to the gym (just my type ) Seems I have a niche market for older women wishing to recapture their youth.Other than that, not too much going on. In sales everyone was holding me at arms length but I did get a few of the promotional products.
At a gas station an older woman working the cashier was visibly smitten with me but I didn't take it anywhere.
