04-02-2018, 03:08 PM
Sarge,
I am curious, and seeking to be considerate too. You've been here a number of years, and you have had a bit of history using Shannon's subs.
What are you seeking to heal--considering your thread's title? What areas of your life do you still feel "unhealed" in?
I ask simply since I still have sexual shame and fear, and I've been encouraged to use DMSI specifically for this. For me, shame is a BIG issue. Today, while riding around for work, I saw 5 late teens walking down their private dirt road, all in bikinis walking towards the beach. Their backs were to us. We drove by......and I turned my head away while driving by to avoid eye contact. I knew they were looking for attention, but something just didn't feel right. I felt responsible, but I felt a shame which grew for a while. I went into a shame spiral, so to speak. Shame is a nasty b****.
I also imagined having DMSI hit me--feeling much more confident about myself. Not that I'd do anything with these girls, but feeling confident to flirt, without GSF.
What are you using DMSI-A for?
I am curious, and seeking to be considerate too. You've been here a number of years, and you have had a bit of history using Shannon's subs.
What are you seeking to heal--considering your thread's title? What areas of your life do you still feel "unhealed" in?
I ask simply since I still have sexual shame and fear, and I've been encouraged to use DMSI specifically for this. For me, shame is a BIG issue. Today, while riding around for work, I saw 5 late teens walking down their private dirt road, all in bikinis walking towards the beach. Their backs were to us. We drove by......and I turned my head away while driving by to avoid eye contact. I knew they were looking for attention, but something just didn't feel right. I felt responsible, but I felt a shame which grew for a while. I went into a shame spiral, so to speak. Shame is a nasty b****.
I also imagined having DMSI hit me--feeling much more confident about myself. Not that I'd do anything with these girls, but feeling confident to flirt, without GSF.
What are you using DMSI-A for?
I want to be FREE!
