Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[DarthXedonias]

After my first loop with 3.2A, I realized that I was almost "too alpha" on B. Not the "in your face" alpha but the "silent shooter" alpha. Girls were almost scared of me. Guys respected me though.

With 3.A its like I got some joy back. I have the alpha vibe but with more playfulness. I can see this being the "smooth player" version

I also seem to care much less on looking for the subs results in other people and looking to see if it works. Nice.

Its interesting that you mentioned that last part because I'm going through similar. I might try to remind myself about looking for results but after like a few seconds I just lose interesting in doing that. Its like I don't really care all that much. I'm also starting to wonder if my sex drive is ok because its like I don't even care about women at the moment. It could be resistence but it doesn't feel that way. I still feel this silent, zen like self confidence and It feels like my standards for what I find attractive have been raised by a lot. Can't say much for external results except for "free" shit basically. Just haven't ran across any women that have caught my interest.