03-27-2018, 01:56 PM
Switching over to A tonight. I thought pushing myself on B would be enough to sort this stuff out, but I'm thinking it's the gentler approach for me that's going to win in the end. I don't really like it, all my life I've had to take gentler approaches to everything and I hate that. But when I run A I'm going to constantly remind myself this isn't about waiting. It's about clearing enough to execute and keep pushing past the fears that stop me. So far B has made a lot of improvements mentally, but I think there's still a lot going on underneath the surface that I'm not consciously aware of. And I've been overriding it through willpower and focusing on pushing forward, but at this point I think it needs to be addressed because it's like an anchor holding me back.
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