StridingStrider's AM6 Journal

[StridingStrider]

Stage 2 Day 8 cont

Ended up getting deleted off POF for making a joke which a girl didn't like. Haha, too much IDGAF I think.

Stage 2 Day 9

Went to the gym. Had a good conversation with a MILF that was in there. Usually I would be very nervous, and I was to some extent but I pulled out a good performance which I'm happy with. Lots of laughing.

Also noticed some girls giving me looks. One was with her boyfriend, kind of chubby but doable. I find being on semen retention my libido is high and I'm far less picky.

Another girl kept playing with her boobs while she was swimming. She came out of the pool and pretended not to be aware I was there. Massive scaring on her tummy, otherwise very fit.

Work went well. Felt kind of beta at certain points. Not my best day but I'm growing.

Also dreams: had a wet dream and in another I was eating pizza inside some house I guess. I was kind of ashamed (too strong a word) for indulging in eating it as I eat healthily and it's not something I approve of.

I think my body is still adjusting to semen retention. I'm on day 66 of nofap and I've probably had like 4-5 wet dreams in that time. I'm thinking about sex a lot and my libido is high so it makes sense. Going to treat myself to a prozzie when I reach 90 days as a reward.