I can tell that I've spent most of the day executing. Felt the aura projecting as well as the morphine drip. Energy wise, I'm about to explode. Got to the gym tonight and it was deserted. Today was cardio day and got on the treadmill running. Approximately 5 min later, a woman in her early 20's shows up. She's usually with her boyfriend but came in alone tonight. There were days when this woman was attracted to me, but to avoid trouble I've been purposely avoiding her in the past. it wasn't too long after her arrival that she's started to stare at me and gravitate towards my location. I was in the row behind her and periodically she would turn her head while jogging to take a peak. She eventually finished her run and got on the stationary bike right beside me. I spent the next 30 minutes or so moving locations in the gym to shake her off, until the boyfriend showed up. He came right beside her and started to talk to her. While they were talking, I walked to the other end of the gym to get some wipes to clean the machine I was using. As I made my way to the machine, she was staring at me while the boyfriend was talking to her. He got irritated at her and by her body language I could tell she wasn't pleased about his reaction. I got to the washroom to change to street clothes and as I left, came face to face with the boyfriend who gave me the death stare.
Got of the gym and went to the grocery store as I got in made eye contact with two women who stared right back. As I was walking from aisle to aisle I randomly came across several women who stared at me, some of them smiling back. What is different from the previous encounters, is that I'm getting stared at but they are not breaking eye contact like in the past. I don't think they felt embarrassed at all. I feel like a piece of meat. To be frank, I really felt like a celebrity. I have never in my life experienced something like this it was surreal. Even though there haven't been any approaches, I believe that we are close to the real deal. This is physically taxing. Not sure if I'm still fighting part of the script but I'm ready to retire and have a good night sleep.
Got of the gym and went to the grocery store as I got in made eye contact with two women who stared right back. As I was walking from aisle to aisle I randomly came across several women who stared at me, some of them smiling back. What is different from the previous encounters, is that I'm getting stared at but they are not breaking eye contact like in the past. I don't think they felt embarrassed at all. I feel like a piece of meat. To be frank, I really felt like a celebrity. I have never in my life experienced something like this it was surreal. Even though there haven't been any approaches, I believe that we are close to the real deal. This is physically taxing. Not sure if I'm still fighting part of the script but I'm ready to retire and have a good night sleep.
INTJ
