Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

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On that note Shannon, do you have any insight into identifying conscious resistance vs subconscious? I thought I was experiencing it more subconsciously but upon further examination I feel a strong push from deep within me that bubbles to the surface and I consciously sort of lock down. After realizing this I've been more aware of when it happens and remind myself to let go and allow my subconscious to make the changes I need in my life. My conscious mind can be a bit like a micro manager at times, constantly checking in on the subconscious and feeling the need to correct it or watch it intensely. It seems like if my conscious can't see or observe what's happening subconsciously it sort of panics. I think there's still some kind of lack of trust. It's definitely improved with 3.2. Maybe as I make more changes and improve my life that trust will build more?

It's fear of the unknown and of lack of control.

I am working on this issue, but it's not a simple one to approach. But yes, as you grow, it will improve more, and it will also improve as I understand better how to deal with it.

Thanks Shannon. For now what you've improved in 3.2 has helped me start overcoming it more so I think you're on the right track.