03-10-2018, 09:34 AM
(02-25-2018, 12:33 AM)iamacat Wrote: Day 3
Felt some throbbing in my forehead while running the sub for 1 hour in the morning. Running this sub has been very relaxing compared to previous subs, and unlike other times, this time round I am looking forward to running this sub. In fact, because it is so relaxing, one hour passes by so quickly.
On the previous day,nothing much of note happened but while I was at a carnival, I was walking around an a lady came forward stopped in front of me, then she apologized for blocking me. That's about it. She wasn't really that attractive and I wasn't really paying attention about that until I reached home and suddenly remembered.
Anyway, I have been thinking recently that one of my fears that prevent me from having better relations with women is due to influence from my family , and due to some reasons, I feel that my family members and whatever woman I am seeing will not get along. There is also an element of shame about my family, with my family not doing very well mentally, materially and socially which I believe creates less self-confidence in myself and my ability to generate sexual energy. Apart from that conservative religious upbringing has also created that lack of self-confidence as well as a history of dysthymia and dyspraxia.
So, just waiting patiently for DMSI 3.2B to do its magic. Those people who experience the benefits early in the first few days - you all really make me envious!
You know my family was like that. You know what I did. I put them on E1. Especially my mom and dad cause those two had issues but after 3 months on E1 everything turned out fine.
Now my mom and dad are cutting negative people out of their lives and attracting position ones.
But changing and fixing urself is most imp only after u have healed or fixed urself u can think of helping others no before that.
