Resistance and personality

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Thanks again,
I started ASC yesterday. I am most definitely positive that I am an INTP . I have been tested so for all my life except for the past 8 months. I suspect its because my natural thought patterns were hijacked by anticipatory anxiety because I have been trying to move to radically different areas from my comfort zones, so I tested as ISTP in those times. when I went to a meditation retreat, after about 3 days, I saw myself recovering and a week after I tested as INTP. But this I suspect is maintained by regular meditation practice to combat this anxiety.

Otherwise, I am just your average regular Joe, no childhood trauma, no abuse, pretty agreeable but introverted. But maybe I might require healing, I guess you guys can let me know from the weekly journal entries I post if there is any resistance which may warrant it.

Oh yeah about the masturbation, a lot of people have been saying something about sexual energy wasted that could otherwise be used for sub processing and other stuff which seemed really corny but apparently seemed important to merit 3 pages of entries in your forums.

I am listening to it for 5-6 hrs during sleep using headphones (the one that goes inside your ear)

Here are the explanations for the cognitive function that's confusing you. Which one do you relate more to?
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