DSM 3.2B - I Feel It Coming In The Air Tonight

[Dutchman610]

I did some field testing last night at a sports restaurant. I been working as a courier for food for a week now. Yesterday I had a pickup at this restaurant twice on the same shift. The girl who worked there told me when she first started they told her "You never see the same courier twice". I took that as a sign so I went after my shift to tryout the food. I was pleasantly surprised on entering they had a DJ. I know I said I would go without drink, I did have 2 beers since I had to drive. It's my old programming to drink to relieve anxiety, it's a different story after last night. Even two beers in I still felt out of place, it wasn't until
I had an urge to read the product page. As I read I felt a lot better, I find this is a great way to line up your conscious mind and subconscious mind on the same page. I also listened to my loop while at the bar. Once I was comfortable I started to notice a lot of staring and smiles from the other waitresses. I knew it was genuine since they weren't my waitress and they weren't staring at any other customers.

The lesson here for me my old ways to deal with anxiety doesn't help me or ever helped me. If I had anything to drink I know things would have been different. Even though all I got was stares and smiles I know 3.2B is working. The way things are going when 3.2A is released I'm going to stick with ver. B