02-26-2018, 11:56 AM
3.2B Day 4
I've heard a lot of people report tiredness and so do I. In fact I took day off my work because I couldn't bear myself to get up it the morning and I got up only at noon! And I'm 25! Thank goodness I have elastic working hours!
I've been to my friends for two hours or so and two girls I was hitting on were there. One of them was kind of indifferent although smiling and playing with her hair, other one was more vocal and even joked about one of my flaws "of course, otherwise he would be perfect"! Anyhow I felt a lot of resistance towards them simply out of disdain for how I let myself be treated by them.
The thing is my "GF" is treating me with so much kindness and respect that only now I realize how little I was getting of it in the past. Maybe it was just me and my beta passive-aggressive behavior, but my outlook on people has changed because of that!
I've heard a lot of people report tiredness and so do I. In fact I took day off my work because I couldn't bear myself to get up it the morning and I got up only at noon! And I'm 25! Thank goodness I have elastic working hours!
I've been to my friends for two hours or so and two girls I was hitting on were there. One of them was kind of indifferent although smiling and playing with her hair, other one was more vocal and even joked about one of my flaws "of course, otherwise he would be perfect"! Anyhow I felt a lot of resistance towards them simply out of disdain for how I let myself be treated by them.
The thing is my "GF" is treating me with so much kindness and respect that only now I realize how little I was getting of it in the past. Maybe it was just me and my beta passive-aggressive behavior, but my outlook on people has changed because of that!
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
