Woceyes journal

[woceyes]

hmm since starting just remove negativity within everything has been feeling much better. I have had so far some hard nights of feeling like i am worthless and not good enough for women. I still am not happy about the manipulation going on but if it doesn't directly affect my life i am not bothered by it very much anymore.

I have noticed tho as my anger and the negativity recedes i can see more effects from SM coming through. Was told by on girl in a text message "your Hot just saying" last Friday. I also had the one girl from my SM journal who was manipulating all the guys at work, you guys know the one who i made cry and she was mad at me because i called her out on her sh**. well she asked me to be her friend on face book lol its still in pending limbo atm.

Today it seems or rather feels like i woke up in a different dimension. everything was / is different. not sure how to explain it. the only thing i can think of is my reality has shifted big time with the remove negativity sub. What do you think Shannon? or anyone else?