Let's bend some reality and muse randomly - DMSI 3.1

[Have at ye]

Okay, I think I'll be starting a new journal for ver. 3.2 soon.

Unfortunately, I've been much too busy lately to observe or analyze any possibly TID-related things (although out of the stuff I did notice, and certain interactions, it does bode well for future use); things are going to be totes crazy, professionally-wise, hereabouts for about the next two weeks, with plentiful grounds for seeing ver 3.2 do its thing.

I do miss the aura, though. The TID thing does not seem to cut it - it's been more like my baseline has increased tremendously through my time with ver. 3.1, and also through the TID interaction with ver 3.2, but it's nothing compared to bombarding your brain with direct instructions to do the aura dance. I do observer some auric manipulation-related phenomena, though (f. in. state-shifts, increased bodyheat, increased hunger, etc.)

I did notice my mind making a pretty drastic shift from the "meet-'em-halfway" thing to none of that: it's like I've gotten so used to firing right back with flirtation etc. that my first impulse when interacting with an attractive woman would be to fire right back at her (which is what I'd been doing constantly on ver 3.1), but now I've noticed the impulse being followed by a "nope! Easy there, tiger!" from another part of my subconscious. Should be interesting to see it play out.

This should be fun. See you peeps when 3.2 lands!

Get ready, its only days away now

Yeah. Had a totally crazy day, too - I mean, I think I've ran into at least 8-10 women I find attractive (I've honestly lost count sometime around 6 PM, lol) and know that they most probably find me attractive also (several of whom were giving good responses to ver. 3.1) and interacted with each to various extents - with their responses boding well. It was eerily similar to when I was still executing ver. 3.1 prior to my fears giving me cold feet and halting the process (after which execution was kinda hit-or-miss), but on a grander scale, lol.

Also, I'm physically exhausted now (but that's also because I've been swamped with work this past week, and had 6 hours of rehearsal today, too, because why the hell not). Totally sleeping in tomorrow, lol.

haha thats great but im now wondering since you have done 3.1 already, then whether that TID effect will manifest in you greater than in someone like me who hasnt done 3.1. (im a stonewaller but for arguments sake lets ignore that for now lol)

Possibly. The parts of my personality/subconscious/awareness/whatever that were responding well to ver 3.1 are all set and ready to go. The ones that did not are going to be worked one through ver 3.2, and the ones that are already on-board are gonna help out with that, according to what Shannon's written in his journal some time back, IIRC.