02-21-2012, 01:51 PM
I've had a rough day last sunday,
I had a void that could be felt from the inside, like from my soul. I began to see Titanic, which I haven't seen for a very long time.
I don't think I've cried that much in a very long time. After the movie I felt really empty, like a grief. When I laid myself down to sleep I had a feeling of loneliness and needed some love but at the same time I didn't wanted to have anyone being near me. I began crying from my soul on and off. Felt somehow really vulnerable and late night I got it together and told my mom about how I felt. Then I began crying again and felt really, really vulnerable.
I've had this feeling before and it's a really annoying mix of feelings, which I hope I do not experience again. I have no clear idea what caused it. I'm sure it had something to do with the "love and adventure" in Titanic, which I thought was amazing and that I lack these things myself.
A feeling of loneliness, emptiness, no meaning with the life.
Anyways, I got it better the next day after some martial arts but I do feel I'm not as confident as before. Though I feel that I am more real in some way...
I had a void that could be felt from the inside, like from my soul. I began to see Titanic, which I haven't seen for a very long time.
I don't think I've cried that much in a very long time. After the movie I felt really empty, like a grief. When I laid myself down to sleep I had a feeling of loneliness and needed some love but at the same time I didn't wanted to have anyone being near me. I began crying from my soul on and off. Felt somehow really vulnerable and late night I got it together and told my mom about how I felt. Then I began crying again and felt really, really vulnerable.
I've had this feeling before and it's a really annoying mix of feelings, which I hope I do not experience again. I have no clear idea what caused it. I'm sure it had something to do with the "love and adventure" in Titanic, which I thought was amazing and that I lack these things myself.
A feeling of loneliness, emptiness, no meaning with the life.
Anyways, I got it better the next day after some martial arts but I do feel I'm not as confident as before. Though I feel that I am more real in some way...
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
