02-06-2018, 09:24 PM
Day 23 after stopping MLS and I can feel the absence of the effects. Most notable is the reduced motivation and focus. It's not like I'm procrastinating and doing nothing, but now I feel how much MLS was helping me in motivation. My mind also feels less fast and less ready to come up with new ideas.
On the other hand, I've been feeling some TID from DMSI 3.2. Slightly improved responses from online and also more dates. Yesterday a girl from OKC just asked me out for drinks. She wasn't hot at all but I took it as an opportunity to iron out my SNL date sequence and logistics. Some problems encountered when pulling but I got though it and banged her. This is the first time a girl under 25 asked me out in the same night.
As a side note, I'm currently reading The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand. What a book! Duke was the one who inspired me to look for character inspirations from novels and while I didn't resonate with the books he recommended (story of O, the dark room), I resonated so much with this one. We talk so much about not caring about what other people think and valuing our opinion, and the hero Howard Roark is the embodiment of that.
Can't wait for DMSI 3.2!!
On the other hand, I've been feeling some TID from DMSI 3.2. Slightly improved responses from online and also more dates. Yesterday a girl from OKC just asked me out for drinks. She wasn't hot at all but I took it as an opportunity to iron out my SNL date sequence and logistics. Some problems encountered when pulling but I got though it and banged her. This is the first time a girl under 25 asked me out in the same night.
As a side note, I'm currently reading The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand. What a book! Duke was the one who inspired me to look for character inspirations from novels and while I didn't resonate with the books he recommended (story of O, the dark room), I resonated so much with this one. We talk so much about not caring about what other people think and valuing our opinion, and the hero Howard Roark is the embodiment of that.
Can't wait for DMSI 3.2!!
