02-02-2018, 05:17 PM
I am sort of musing that "N" will seduce me. Running ASC currently and it feels like amplifying DMSI effects. Using ASC as a bridge. Had friends over and it went very smooth. Huge social stronger bonding took place naturally and casually. Now, women I know are very overt in seducing me. Like flirting and touching and initiating. I am wondering about N. She keeps playing in my mimd and have impulses happenin. Her shyness and how she will escalate. Its weird. Its like a mixture of hers knowing she is hot yet also acting very naive and obefient when asked something to do, bordering shallow even.
DMSI might manifest and lead ups to events that cause her to be influenced and happening naturally. My sense of reality is shifted and knowing that "re-organizing" lead up events, giving way to this, is infact possible along with reality bending. Its like chess in a sense. Its almost like old rules dont apply anymore at all.
Im growing more polarizing. On DMSI it happened and it is clear. As I grow in status/value and confidence, those attempting to slow it down will only be exposed more, thus nourishing an more stronger confidence in me and fire in me. They will be fallout and it gets only more and more clear for me. Im already there even. Im so confident it aint even funny. Like true king-mode.
Power in contrast.
Its good to run ASC for now. Its almost some hybrid merge of best of 2 worlds.
DMSI might manifest and lead ups to events that cause her to be influenced and happening naturally. My sense of reality is shifted and knowing that "re-organizing" lead up events, giving way to this, is infact possible along with reality bending. Its like chess in a sense. Its almost like old rules dont apply anymore at all.
Im growing more polarizing. On DMSI it happened and it is clear. As I grow in status/value and confidence, those attempting to slow it down will only be exposed more, thus nourishing an more stronger confidence in me and fire in me. They will be fallout and it gets only more and more clear for me. Im already there even. Im so confident it aint even funny. Like true king-mode.
Power in contrast.
Its good to run ASC for now. Its almost some hybrid merge of best of 2 worlds.