Effectiveness

[Shannon]

I remember on E2 I did get dreams twice or 3 times but no more. So this is an effective then but after this I felt and noticed nothing.

At the time Shannon said maybe I had deeper issues that needed clearing but I had to use MLS which was a far more advanced tech to get benefits for university.

I now think maybe to deal with my procrastination and fear I need to clear the crap from inside me even though I dont know what that is or what trauma I have had ever.

What I do know is that I have suffered from fear as any child, such as fear of swimming and I have had anxiety when I have had to perform in tests and exams from the age of 11.

I also feared/anxiety going to school from age 11-18, every day. I hated it.

I would spend my recess/break times in the toilet cubicles where I was alone and safe.

I wasnt part of any large social group at this school.

So wow im admitting alot here but would this have effected me so deep? outwardly im very confident and social.

I should post this on shannons thread and ask what is the most powerful sub to clear inner issues - maybe the next DMSI is what I need?

You're making progress, Jake. Now you need to explore specifically why those things were true. Trace them back to what caused them. The root cause is what you've gotten stuck with, and what you need to dig up and deal with to move past this issue of resistance.