01-24-2018, 07:23 AM
I remember on E2 I did get dreams twice or 3 times but no more. So this is an effective then but after this I felt and noticed nothing.
At the time Shannon said maybe I had deeper issues that needed clearing but I had to use MLS which was a far more advanced tech to get benefits for university.
I now think maybe to deal with my procrastination and fear I need to clear the crap from inside me even though I dont know what that is or what trauma I have had ever.
What I do know is that I have suffered from fear as any child, such as fear of swimming and I have had anxiety when I have had to perform in tests and exams from the age of 11.
I also feared/anxiety going to school from age 11-18, every day. I hated it.
I would spend my recess/break times in the toilet cubicles where I was alone and safe.
I wasnt part of any large social group at this school.
So wow im admitting alot here but would this have effected me so deep? outwardly im very confident and social.
I should post this on shannons thread and ask what is the most powerful sub to clear inner issues - maybe the next DMSI is what I need?
At the time Shannon said maybe I had deeper issues that needed clearing but I had to use MLS which was a far more advanced tech to get benefits for university.
I now think maybe to deal with my procrastination and fear I need to clear the crap from inside me even though I dont know what that is or what trauma I have had ever.
What I do know is that I have suffered from fear as any child, such as fear of swimming and I have had anxiety when I have had to perform in tests and exams from the age of 11.
I also feared/anxiety going to school from age 11-18, every day. I hated it.
I would spend my recess/break times in the toilet cubicles where I was alone and safe.
I wasnt part of any large social group at this school.
So wow im admitting alot here but would this have effected me so deep? outwardly im very confident and social.
I should post this on shannons thread and ask what is the most powerful sub to clear inner issues - maybe the next DMSI is what I need?
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
