I feel the TID holding a grip on me now. Im just letting go and am going with the goal achieved thing again.
My giving a fuck is very low, almost ice.
random guy at the gasstation greeted like we knew eachother for years. the girl almost strained her neck by how fast she eye raped me. eye contact is golden.
the girl at the payment spot thre subtle signals, for some reason since being off from DMSi, tiredness is more present, like Im in some sort of healing cycle.
Im avoidant in some ways aswell as depression, this might be the last time I write about the negative shit, as I am aware of where my focus goes, like a lense, im good.
When Im on, Im on, and im becoming "on"all the time. Im more about having it all, like, Im on, even tho my former sentence reflects otherwise. hard to tell, but assuming the close will manifest the close.
Slowly my agression is coming back. the healing will propel me toward flow state better.
My giving a fuck is very low, almost ice.
random guy at the gasstation greeted like we knew eachother for years. the girl almost strained her neck by how fast she eye raped me. eye contact is golden.
the girl at the payment spot thre subtle signals, for some reason since being off from DMSi, tiredness is more present, like Im in some sort of healing cycle.
Im avoidant in some ways aswell as depression, this might be the last time I write about the negative shit, as I am aware of where my focus goes, like a lense, im good.
When Im on, Im on, and im becoming "on"all the time. Im more about having it all, like, Im on, even tho my former sentence reflects otherwise. hard to tell, but assuming the close will manifest the close.
Slowly my agression is coming back. the healing will propel me toward flow state better.
