It's possible it could do something. I've just struggled to see any kind of "real" execution on A, let alone going over to B. So I figured I'd just dig in, relax the pressure for "results", and go long term with A. I really know I need a lot of clearing and healing anyway so if I don't get any attraction/"aura"/"manifestation" that I can count on the C&H at least was my thinking. Which probably helps me get my loops in still nowadays at times I bet, the thought that I know I'm at least getting the chance of C&H on A! It was weird, but when I ran B, it was like blankness, reminded me of my SM3 run, just "nothing", like I didn't even have a sub going. Must have totally shut it down, just like with SM3. So I decided then to just take the long term route, revise my expectations of the sub, and focus on A and get the clearing and healing I know I need anyway.
I appreciate the time and post, Kol. It may be worth thinking about, as that's been awhile now since the B run.
I appreciate the time and post, Kol. It may be worth thinking about, as that's been awhile now since the B run.
