The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

I have really calmed down a lot from the maniac I was during my Sex Magnet run. It feels good. I actually forgot how good the alpha set feels and the 2011 version is so much stronger. I think I may go out on some dates here in the next week or two...whenever it stops being so damn cold outside. I'm a reptile and I need constant heat. I am getting the feeling again like I did last time that I'd like to get together with a good girl and have a nice relationship for a while. It's funny how alpha always brings out that side of me. Last time I was on it, I had a great relationship with a girl. I have a few girls I'm interested in right now.

Aside from that, I've been more creative, I feel a little smarter and my sense of humor is always increasing. I also feel more genuine and authentic when I talk to people. I want to make sure what I say has some kind of emotion behind it. I hate it when people have emotionally dead and uninspired conversations with me, if I can add a little enthusiasm to this world, then maybe others will too. Also, everyone wants to be around someone like that. It's a very fast way to be popular with people. Charisma is a powerful thing.