11-07-2017, 04:01 PM
My not giving a fuck level is up allot recently regarding women.. I can tell its from AM. SM does the same thing to me but even more so.
I texted that waitress I used to really like and in my mind I'm feeling like "Do i even like her anymore"
Like i'm not feeling any needyness or strong desire or emotion towards her at all. Even though in the recent past she has been showing strong IoI's to me.
It's such a great feeling not giving a fuck. as ironic as it is.
That being said I do think about the two escorts but I also don't feel overwhelming emotion towards them. But I am interested in seeing how things play out.
the one thing that I can say that is sort of negative about banging escorts (but could be seen as a positive too).. I don't find regular women as attractive as I used too.
I'm way more attracted and desire 10/10's even MORE so then I used too. ( i was always shallow all my life though but now even more so)
I texted that waitress I used to really like and in my mind I'm feeling like "Do i even like her anymore"
Like i'm not feeling any needyness or strong desire or emotion towards her at all. Even though in the recent past she has been showing strong IoI's to me.
It's such a great feeling not giving a fuck. as ironic as it is.
That being said I do think about the two escorts but I also don't feel overwhelming emotion towards them. But I am interested in seeing how things play out.
the one thing that I can say that is sort of negative about banging escorts (but could be seen as a positive too).. I don't find regular women as attractive as I used too.
I'm way more attracted and desire 10/10's even MORE so then I used too. ( i was always shallow all my life though but now even more so)
