11-02-2017, 05:35 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-02-2017, 05:37 PM by Tigerismyspirit.)
Day 7: I felt like shit all day today. I was so tired. After running in loop all night, only listened an hour after lunch. Later accidentally played 2 or 3 minutes of 5G version of PoSE a couple hours later. During that play, my head was about to burst. Noticed my mistake soon enough but the headache stuck with me for about an hour. The cute intern on my team sat next to me in a meeting. Had a chat, but nothing noteworthy. On the way back from work to the gym, a deep loathing for girls started to pop up. I kept saying myself, "Girls are lying piece of ****". A few beautiful girls were there today. I told myself, "They'll be sniped when I use DMSI. Wait for it." A cutie noticed me while stretching out. She intentionally made an eye contact. I kept a straight face and let it go. Damn! I don't even care about girls. Also, the healing must be taking a toll on my physique. Lost about 4 lbs in one week. The temptation to quit OAA and start DMSI is becoming stronger. I wanna give OAA a month. If I'm acting like this on OAA healing, I don't know what I'll be doing on DMSI.
