Day 49
Interesting things to note today, Made several women smile intensely just by looking at them (and by intense I mean 100 percent attraction instantly)
I also scared some guy just by asking for more water. (I asked for a pitcher of water at a restaurant and he didn't think I meant a pitcher for myself and I said "yes more water" and he got scared and said ok.
I also overheard some family asking the waiter what it is that I ordered and they said it looked good so I went and took my plate and went up to them and offered them to take some. They didn't take any.
but the incident was very alpha and chivalrous.
I noticed I'm ALPHA in every way possible now. Like I go even more out of the way to open doors for people, women or men and I am even more of a gentleman then usual. Also i'm more social and outgoing.
I did notice my eye was twitching allot today and I felt like I had some anxiety at some points during the day right before i'd go up to talk to the receptions at my courier job.
However when I actually got there the anxiety went away, unlike during DMSI where the anxiety would stay.
The eye twitching thing is confusing me, i never had it on AM before, but I had it allot on DMSI.
I hate the eye twitching thing its like my body is losing control of its self.
Fuck the amount of masculinity i have now is crazy, I am on high levels of testosterone but I was on DMSI too but I wasn't anywhere near as masculine as I am now.
Alpha male + testosterone = macho as fuck.
I saw one of my old friends at the restaurant and we talked for a bit and I felt afterwards kinda uncomftorable because I'm too masculine for men and I'm not the same as I was with people few years ago. I was more feminine before.
Thats the shitty thing about doing roids, men fear you, women are insanely attracted though.
I also had allot of people move out of my way and apologize today
Interesting things to note today, Made several women smile intensely just by looking at them (and by intense I mean 100 percent attraction instantly)
I also scared some guy just by asking for more water. (I asked for a pitcher of water at a restaurant and he didn't think I meant a pitcher for myself and I said "yes more water" and he got scared and said ok.
I also overheard some family asking the waiter what it is that I ordered and they said it looked good so I went and took my plate and went up to them and offered them to take some. They didn't take any.
but the incident was very alpha and chivalrous.
I noticed I'm ALPHA in every way possible now. Like I go even more out of the way to open doors for people, women or men and I am even more of a gentleman then usual. Also i'm more social and outgoing.
I did notice my eye was twitching allot today and I felt like I had some anxiety at some points during the day right before i'd go up to talk to the receptions at my courier job.
However when I actually got there the anxiety went away, unlike during DMSI where the anxiety would stay.
The eye twitching thing is confusing me, i never had it on AM before, but I had it allot on DMSI.
I hate the eye twitching thing its like my body is losing control of its self.
Fuck the amount of masculinity i have now is crazy, I am on high levels of testosterone but I was on DMSI too but I wasn't anywhere near as masculine as I am now.
Alpha male + testosterone = macho as fuck.
I saw one of my old friends at the restaurant and we talked for a bit and I felt afterwards kinda uncomftorable because I'm too masculine for men and I'm not the same as I was with people few years ago. I was more feminine before.
Thats the shitty thing about doing roids, men fear you, women are insanely attracted though.
I also had allot of people move out of my way and apologize today
