10-22-2017, 04:41 PM
Something I'm writing about again--an angry feeling/reaction from people being jerks to me.
I was showering, thinking about one boss I have who has become more persistent in his games of power. I imagined a verbal battle after he'd thrown a jab at me in front of the other workers.
And I'm stopping there. I've been mad at me, and I'm discovering I have a voice. I've allowed people to misuse me and disrespect me, as it was safer for me to cower than resist when younger. But I'm gaining a voice to speak up for myself. It's empowering, if I could find one word for it.
Months back I made a thread asking Shannon if he'd put an assertiveness module in E2. Something is working in UD, despite my assumptions about it. Something is working in me fiercely--I've never known this kind of thinking.
I was showering, thinking about one boss I have who has become more persistent in his games of power. I imagined a verbal battle after he'd thrown a jab at me in front of the other workers.
And I'm stopping there. I've been mad at me, and I'm discovering I have a voice. I've allowed people to misuse me and disrespect me, as it was safer for me to cower than resist when younger. But I'm gaining a voice to speak up for myself. It's empowering, if I could find one word for it.
Months back I made a thread asking Shannon if he'd put an assertiveness module in E2. Something is working in UD, despite my assumptions about it. Something is working in me fiercely--I've never known this kind of thinking.
I want to be FREE!
