02-06-2012, 06:47 PM
the DFNW sub and the EIP only gave me the most awesome dream every and seemed to renew some interest of mine i have had since i was younger. When i was younger my dream job was never an astronaut or fire fighter, my dream job was being an inventor. I had this crazy idea that if time travel was possible i was gonna be the one to do it. (this probably stemmed from back to the future 
i loved that movie) This was my passion growing up, well that and video games. I bring this up because i felt like i needed to stop my creativity for a more realistic outlook on life and the subs make my creativity alive again.
As far as with women and all the anger i seemed to have during sm, It seems to have died down quite a bit. I still see the manipulation going on and everyone being complacent with it. I feel less likely to get involved with people accepting it now. Its almost like if both sides are gonna manipulate each other to get what they want whats the point.
i loved that movie) This was my passion growing up, well that and video games. I bring this up because i felt like i needed to stop my creativity for a more realistic outlook on life and the subs make my creativity alive again.As far as with women and all the anger i seemed to have during sm, It seems to have died down quite a bit. I still see the manipulation going on and everyone being complacent with it. I feel less likely to get involved with people accepting it now. Its almost like if both sides are gonna manipulate each other to get what they want whats the point.
Tony
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Success is having the courage, determination, & the will. Failure is making excuses why you didn't succeed & blaming others around you because you didn't
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Success is having the courage, determination, & the will. Failure is making excuses why you didn't succeed & blaming others around you because you didn't
