02-06-2012, 12:38 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-06-2012, 12:57 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
(02-05-2012, 06:57 PM)Shannon Wrote:(02-05-2012, 04:41 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: Shannon's Journal
Dear Shannon I've been meaning to ask you this Man, will the Sub's " overcoming and healing
Grief ,Loss and Bereivement" ever make its way back 'on the shelves',as it were ,and " over come the Fear of the unknown' also ' Overcome the Fear of Death",that is sometime this year 2012???
Ive got a mother thats nearing the check out time, if we have another year 'er two,I'd be lucky. I KNOW Im personally gonna NEED those titles,near or when it all happens and I Know it would help tons of others in thier processes of life on earth and all of thier expereinces,whatever they maybe,for whatever reasons.
I Know yer busy busy busy, just want to see if they might make a come back in say the autumn,winter of this year perhaps??? ALL critical titles, living on this planet these days.
thank you, respectfully, NcBear.
Once I am done with the six stage sets in queue, I will be aiming at upgrading 3G to 4G and building new stuff. I'm sure Ill be able to get everything done within this year. But sixstage sets are a lot of work, and my eyes are still crossed.
Got cha Shannon, understood and respected Man, I Know yer busier than a one legged man in an ass kickin' contest(Laffin indeed:-) and IM shure the 6 stages sets a B___ Buster of a set(s),as it were,but well worth the time and investment and the pay offs are gonna be thru the friggin roof! of course they are thats why yer doing it,ah?:-)
Once yer done with the Sex Magnet for Gay Man, then starting on Alpha 5.0 I take it thats the str8 version and not the gay one yet? Just wondering,I'm in NO rush to get started with it,but do anticipate it forth coming eventually here in the next several months or so. again NO pressure.
However Mr.Leo sometimes I wanna HUG YOU Shannon and other times I wanna SCREAM at chew, ;FOR GOD'S SAKE GET SOME REST' PLEASE LET YER EYES UN CROSS' then I step back and go' He's a BIG BOY, He's an ALPHA NOW,he's an Old soul, he knows what the fuck he's doin' and so I let cha be,as it were. let chew do yer ALPHA THANG,MR.MATTHESON.
If I didnt care I wouldnt say a thing. that means I give a damn.
thanx for answering the last slew of questions about, forth coming, heretofore mentioned, titles, later on this year.
4thly and Lastly for now....
Man whatever the Meta-script is that DRIVES THIS Absolute Self Confidence 4g,its ball bustin' and ass kick,Lemme tell ya Man if people THINK that Sub does not work, USE THIS TITLE FOR A MONTH,try it for a week and I swear to goodness YOU'RE GONNA FEEL/SEE/BE DIFFERENT. Im on MY second week of consistant use of this FREE for crying OUT LOUD New 4g Program.
Man things are coming outta me and IM be-ing much much more expressive then I already was as an ALPHA Man. I went to Wal-Mart this morning on a damn FULL MOON,no less,watch out,and before I left the store, I confronted the store Manager about a particaul 'topic/subject matter' of which Im NOT going to go into here on this site, I got intense and direct on his ass,direct I Mean, face to face eye to eye aND TOLD HIM EXACLTY what I felt/saw/ believed I then left the store and came back for round two on this full moon day(trust me its a full Moon!)
I was asked to leave but not before I completely finished all of what I had to say.
IM telling you man it was INTENSE emotionally and for a brief time I had an audience of folks- on lookers. as all of this was happening Man, I was noticing what MY body was doing and my body language, BY the time I was finished with "Bell rings:ding-ding" ROUND TWO, MY whole Spine and muscle closest to the spine we 'shaking' and ' moving' with nervous energy. WHY,be cuz I Literally had 'backed up' emotional energy stuff/stored/suppessed in my body that along the way I'd 'stuffed' and literally 'hide it'; from view subsconsciouly and all of poured forth!! as it needed to, as I stood nervously IN MY POWER AND CLAIMED MY SPACE AND ENERGY. Lord have mercy(I'm a southern boy,its an expression!)
If IM already like this,now,what the hell is gonna happen when I begin the 2nd and 3rd,4th stages of ALPHA MALE DOMINANT for Men how are Homosexual? IM gonna have to really watch it,so I dont git arrested or worse,while Im "alpha-ing' my ass into full alpha male mode. you know?
I've never been arrested in my life and never want to be, it was a verbally heated ,intesne exchange-intense yes but it didnt escalate to a break down and got physical. I wanted to be HEARD AND DAMN IT I WAS,wheather they wanted to HEAR WHAT ALL I HAD TO SAY 'ER NOT. I stood UP to authority and stood MY ground and held in MY OWN power and authority. it wasnt easy nor is it something " I get off on' at all.
I didnt relish in it, but felt weird and relieved when I finally did leave. Yes I am an intense Alpha but not al ways,but make no mistake about it I AM ALPHA and IM shure several folks there at the store thot I was either a Nut Job or an asshole,I could care less, if this is what it means to be an asshole then so be it. IM ready to refine my alpha ness,when the time comes for usage with the New 2012 5.O for Gay Men. fuck it. an alpha's an alpha. I Must be releasing strongly the negative and making space for the positive.
ABSOLUTE CONFIDENCE WORKS! NcBear-eatingMan
