10-02-2017, 12:29 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-02-2017, 12:35 PM by JackOfHearts.)
I drew a card today, another King of spade 
I wanted to meet with the "GF" today as we were supposed to but
For what ever reason she was too lazy to go through it.
So I watched my video course but it wasn't what I wanted this time, I expected to have fun today, this is my ego wanting to have fun. But not today
Then later that day she tells me tomorrow we can meet but I asked her a few question about that meeting and I realized that we won't have time to do anything. So again no satisfaction for me (my ego).
At least I had fun watching my video alone but even the video sometimes was frustrating as it was like I couldn't be satisfied with it, and in one video he forgot to talk about my card
That King of spade is a serious card
Hard work required and no one will come help you feed your ego needs 
Being a king sucks
Yesterday was a 8 of heart, and I felt so much internal love, it was kind of crazy, I had this thoughts of a girl loving me popping into my head. I felt like I was whole, I felt loved
I wanted to meet with the "GF" today as we were supposed to but
For what ever reason she was too lazy to go through it.
So I watched my video course but it wasn't what I wanted this time, I expected to have fun today, this is my ego wanting to have fun. But not today
Then later that day she tells me tomorrow we can meet but I asked her a few question about that meeting and I realized that we won't have time to do anything. So again no satisfaction for me (my ego).
At least I had fun watching my video alone but even the video sometimes was frustrating as it was like I couldn't be satisfied with it, and in one video he forgot to talk about my card
That King of spade is a serious card
Hard work required and no one will come help you feed your ego needs Being a king sucksYesterday was a 8 of heart, and I felt so much internal love, it was kind of crazy, I had this thoughts of a girl loving me popping into my head. I felt like I was whole, I felt loved
