09-28-2017, 02:37 PM
I'm at work currently listening to the US track. I had to get up from my desk and come to the bathroom because it felt like I was about to have an anxiety attack, which I luckily haven't had one in years. Between a slight amount of stress at work and listening to this sub at the same time, I think something was triggered. I've listened to the US track of this sub while at work before and never ran into this issue, even on more stressful days.
Wonder if this is some hardcore resistance. I lowered the volume a couple notches and began breathing deeper and slower which has helped for the past several minutes. I also notice that I've lost almost all of my motivation to do anything job-related. I'm starting to feel mentally drained. Luckily this is the last hour of listening I need to do for the day. I'll also be buying AM6 tonight after I get off work so that I'll have it by the time I'm ready to use it starting February 5, 2018...my birthday. I don't consider myself a beta male by any means but I admit that as a man there are areas where I could improve. I know AM6 has emotional healing in it but I've already interrupted an E2 run before so this time I'm sticking with E2. Besides, whatever resistance it may have just hit, it's gonna need time to clear.
Wonder if this is some hardcore resistance. I lowered the volume a couple notches and began breathing deeper and slower which has helped for the past several minutes. I also notice that I've lost almost all of my motivation to do anything job-related. I'm starting to feel mentally drained. Luckily this is the last hour of listening I need to do for the day. I'll also be buying AM6 tonight after I get off work so that I'll have it by the time I'm ready to use it starting February 5, 2018...my birthday. I don't consider myself a beta male by any means but I admit that as a man there are areas where I could improve. I know AM6 has emotional healing in it but I've already interrupted an E2 run before so this time I'm sticking with E2. Besides, whatever resistance it may have just hit, it's gonna need time to clear.
