09-27-2017, 06:20 AM
Day 12
Still haven't ejaculated. Haven't listened to X124 since four days ago. Noticed lately I've been feeling sexual energy hella strongly emanating from myself, and I've seen responses to my energy which remind me of version 1 of DMSI. I'm not sure it has anything to do with MHS, it just seems that getting myself worked up with X124 and then not ejaculating has let it build to such a high level without the need for DMSI.
The tell tales signs for me that sexual energy is emanating from me are the feeling of heat emanating from my skin, my arm veins becoming more prominent, my face beginning to look slightly bruised, and a tingly sensation in my penis.
Tell tale signs on those affected by it include complaining about heat, mentioning how hot it is, crossing their legs up high, fidgeting, using the bathroom more frequently and taking a long time in there, and withdrawing from eye contact.
None of them are acting on the sexual energy coming from me. Sometimes I wonder if it's making them aroused, or whether they're just feeling an increased body heat by being near me, but not necessarily feeling sexual or have their pussies throb for me. If they're feeling consciously sexually aroused by me, they are doing such a good job of hiding it that it makes me wonder how many people DMSI is working for without them even realising.
Back to MHS - not too sure what it's doing. My back was injured around 11 days ago and is still on the mend - whether MHS has increased the rate that it is healing I have no idea.
I've also started reading about sexual energy, meditation and masculine intention again. This has led to me picking up meditation again, particularly sitting and feeling the awareness in different parts of my body, from the waist down in particular.
My skin looks ultra clear and I seem to have a glow, but I'm not sure whether this is caused by MHS or just having high sexual energy right now.
Could be that MHS itself is the reason I haven't masturbated and have got back interested in meditation. Oh well, not complaining.
Still haven't ejaculated. Haven't listened to X124 since four days ago. Noticed lately I've been feeling sexual energy hella strongly emanating from myself, and I've seen responses to my energy which remind me of version 1 of DMSI. I'm not sure it has anything to do with MHS, it just seems that getting myself worked up with X124 and then not ejaculating has let it build to such a high level without the need for DMSI.
The tell tales signs for me that sexual energy is emanating from me are the feeling of heat emanating from my skin, my arm veins becoming more prominent, my face beginning to look slightly bruised, and a tingly sensation in my penis.
Tell tale signs on those affected by it include complaining about heat, mentioning how hot it is, crossing their legs up high, fidgeting, using the bathroom more frequently and taking a long time in there, and withdrawing from eye contact.
None of them are acting on the sexual energy coming from me. Sometimes I wonder if it's making them aroused, or whether they're just feeling an increased body heat by being near me, but not necessarily feeling sexual or have their pussies throb for me. If they're feeling consciously sexually aroused by me, they are doing such a good job of hiding it that it makes me wonder how many people DMSI is working for without them even realising.
Back to MHS - not too sure what it's doing. My back was injured around 11 days ago and is still on the mend - whether MHS has increased the rate that it is healing I have no idea.
I've also started reading about sexual energy, meditation and masculine intention again. This has led to me picking up meditation again, particularly sitting and feeling the awareness in different parts of my body, from the waist down in particular.
My skin looks ultra clear and I seem to have a glow, but I'm not sure whether this is caused by MHS or just having high sexual energy right now.
Could be that MHS itself is the reason I haven't masturbated and have got back interested in meditation. Oh well, not complaining.
